Archive for December 12th, 2008

This is a re-post from September of ’07.  At the end I’ve added a video of Josh Groban’s You Raise Me Up.

There is a deep well of inner trust that I am tapping into these days.  Just recently I discovered that trust used to feel like something I did when I needed to do something.  So it became more of an action journey and I relied on something outside of myself to trust.

If I live in a Benevolent Universe, and “I create it all”, as Abraham has said — then it is not a huge leap to know that I don’t just live in a Benevolent Universe, I am also the Benevolent Universe.   I have my own back always.   And so it is that I can dip into my own well of inner trust.

I’ve been listening to Josh Groban’s song ‘You Raise Me Up’.  If you get a chance to hear it, it’s a deeply passionate song that you could term religious or spiritual.  I’ve taken a portion of the lyrics and I sing them as if I am singing about my Inner Being.

“You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.”

The power of singing it from the perspective of my human self to my Inner Being is incredible.  The ‘you’ is not something outside of me, it’s all me and it’s all within my reach.  Trust, faith, reliance, believing, knowing – it’s all right there inside my own heart and soul.  I encapsulate that which this Benevolent Universe is.  I believe we all do.  It’s an empowering place to stand.

Dominant among all things, is ALWAYS you are the Benevolent U, you have your own back, you are the Stream of Well Being, you are your Vibrational Escrow…you are all of it and if you don’t feel all of it in the moment or let’s say if I don’t feel all of it in the moment, I’m on a data collecting side trip or I’m in process or I’m girl, interrupted because that’s the way I chose it just so I could expand into more….And the moment I ACCEPT THE PERFECTION of even that which seems so unwanted, so imperfect, the moment I REMEMBER that I always, ALWAYS come back bigger from ALL contrast, is the moment I can touch the hem of All is Well again.

Just my musings on a cool, comforting and rainy day today.

Love, Bethie

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