Archive for December 1st, 2008

I had this dream last night.  I was in my living room and I heard
a voice from behind me say: your fears are not real.

And I got it.  My fears, my worries, my concerns, my judgments,
all these distractions are not real.  They don’t exist without an
effort on the little, locally focused me to breathe life into them,
build a story around them, etc.  They are the dream I am waking
up from.

I’m so excited about actually knowing that.  And just as excited
about the voice.  It spoke in a language I understood but it wasn’t
male or female.  I don’t actually know what it was.  Perhaps because
I’ve been focused on not acknowledging all these distractions, it
created an opening for the Field/Universe/Source to tell me what they
really are: not real.  It’s amazing how I have been solidly behind
what is not real until I was ready to give it up.  I’ve heard people say
“it’s all an illusion” for eons and it almost bugged me.  What the hell
does that mean?  If I’m living it, it’s no illusion.  Now I understand.

And that leads me back to what is real.  That Love is back of all things
and maybe that’s the voice that spoke to me, gender less, form less

Love you all, Bethie

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